Music heals the Soul

 It's another day in my world. I gotta tell you that listening to Kygo's set from Electric Daisy Carnival has really got my ready to kick some ass. not even just that but I stopped blocking out the joy in my life and I have embraced all the good. listening to music is on that list. I am not ashamed to say that I was feeling the music so much I started crying. Does that ever happen to you.. you just feel it pulsing through your body and you cant help but cry! thats my mood today. overwhelming joy and overwhelming emotion.. all the good emotions. these headphones I got are my favorite thing I own right now.







I feel human again. not just human but myself. I think I was surrounded by so much negative energy that I really notice a difference. It's nice to be my positive self again. Pretty sure that I was going crazy for a minute and grasping at anything that made me the slight bit happy. Now I can make myself feel joy and not have to run to other people or things. my path to feel whole again has kicked into gear. 



Besides my music I have people in my life that bring me complete happiness. there are the best friends I have and the family, even if they are crazy, that make me happy. Then there are the people that are in your life you really have a connection with. You can just sit there and think about all the times you have together and none stop smile. if you have one of these people feel blessed not everyone does.

 Im not just talking about a spouse or a close family member but I am talking about someone that you cant run away from... someone who you just have that deep connection with that seems to follow you in everything. Even if you aren't that special person for them doesn't matter because they fill your life with such interesting things and joyful moments. I think I have that person, and no its not me. This connection isn't romantic but like a safe space for you to be you one hundred percent and there is no judgement. this person for me doesn't even know they are that for me and that I think is the best. there is no need to explain. 


so far those are the things on my mind. really in the feelings today! 




remember there is more out there than you know so get comfortable with everything that you can and enjoy the ride with everything else! 

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