All the Little Things

  I finally got to attend the pride parade for the first time this year. I was so excited and the experience did not disappoint. I was surrounded by people from all over celebrating who they are and with no cares!  Bright colors and an abundant amount of glitter engulfed this safe place for everyone.  I didn't know what to expect but I knew it would be a good time. This may sound cheesy but I was almost crying (happy tears) for the unity and harmony in everyone around me. I wish everyday could be the same as that day for everyone.  I don't believe that sex or gender should play a role in what you think of people. "Love everyone always," is my famous quote and I hope that is what I am remembered by. I believe that as long as everyone has a good heart and a willing to accept people the world would be much happier.  I felt that the pride parade encompassed those feelings. I saw so much love from everyone. When I was looking around I only saw smiles!!!...

I have realized that I have been neglecting my blog for sometime because I didn't want to write about how I was feeling but tonight I have come to face my demons.  This post isn't about working out or eating healthy but I believe that to have a healthy lifestyle you need to reflect and be emotionally healthy as well. So here we go... Things I have been thinking about: My divorce My divorce has been this haunting thing that I know that I need to take care of but just have been avoiding it. I don't actually know why and I keep making excuses for myself. I think that once I get a divorce I will feel much better but I have a fear of just letting go of something. That time in my life was so different then the rest and I fear that I will never find something like that again. (It wasn't all bad, just so everyone knows) I do believe that people are put in your life for that time they are in it and that is it. It's a sad realization but it makes me feel better...