Lost my heart...
It's 2024 and this year doesn't seem to have the same magic that the start of the past years have had. It could be that I am getting older and the magic in the world is evaporating or the world has gone too far. Either way I need to find that magic in my life again. Magic isn't the word. I feel like after you have been through so many things the world closes in on you. For some reason I feel it this year. I have been sitting and contemplating all my decisions and every step in my past that has brought me to this point, wondering if I did things differently would I be someone else? Dont get me wrong I actually like who I am as a person but I dont like some of the things that I have lived through. Its hard to think that some people will never understand some of the things I had to go through, but then again I won't be able to understand some of the things that other people went through. we are all just walking around with internal pain. The world is hard and sometimes ...